im just so sad… i just cant manage to do anything right. im going down down down, without stopping. im falling, waiting to feel the concrete crash against my bones. i want to let go. let it all go. let me go. just feel nothing. be nothing. let myself be absent and gone. when will i ever just be gone? when will i stopp pulling my hair out and digging my nails into my skin so hard that i can feel the dents afterwards? will will this just end?



