Really disillusioned with this
prom and primp
I’m ugly and
I kinda want to hang myself for it.
And I don’t want to go,
I want to sit at home and
Wallow in my fat
Because I know it’s not going to change
After I get my nails and hair and
All these material stupidities.
I hate myself.
And hopefully, I get sick enough to have to miss it all.
Even the rest of the year.